my darling child. we have almost made it one full year. my heart aches so without you. I still think of that card you sent me from camp "Mom. I don't like it here. I want to come home." I wish it were that simple. I would be there with you in an instant snatching you up in my arms and carrying you home.

grandma is with you now. I have to believe that or i would truly go out of my mind. i try so hard to be rational so others won't know. it has been hard.

just read an entry from kaila. so many people loved you and still do.

i am one of them. your favorite mom.